My Hands Don't Know

Lyrics

(My hands...)

I'm standing in the kitchen and I'm shaking a bit I keep checking my pockets for the fix of it I feel like I'm missing a piece of my arm Like I'm walking around without a protective charm (it's cold) Everyone else is still in the loop While I'm out here jumping through a different hoop

I'm reaching for a phone that I swore I wouldn't touch I didn't think I needed the validation this much I'm a ghost in the world and it's starting to show My hands don't know what to do

I wonder if they've noticed that I've gone away I wonder if I'm missing the big things they say The isolation is a heavy, physical weight And I'm starting to think I've made a mistake (did I?) (am I crazy?) The silence is starting to feel like a cage

I'm reaching for a phone that I swore I wouldn't touch I didn't think I needed the validation this much I'm a ghost in the world and it's starting to show My hands don't know what to do

(The itch) (The shiver) (The cold, blue light) I'm staring at the wall in the middle of the night Wondering if the struggle is worth the fight

I'm reaching for a phone that I swore I wouldn't touch I didn't think I needed the validation this much I'm a ghost in the world and it's starting to show My hands don't know what to do

(What do I do?) (My hands...) (My hands don't know what to do)